Cant wait for British Airways Customer Service trainng Day. x3 Ive always wanted to be an air hostess I wanted to show my eyebags to the world. How ironic,i thought i gained weight,but ive actually lost it instead. Maybe all the stress,courseworks,exams,and depression is helping me keep it off,though that sort of dismisses my theory..because i eat a lot when i am depressed. I am going back to hong kong soon,in about a month or so.But i am feeling silghtly scared,because we keep on getting letters,and catalogues from burberry.Thanks to my grandmothers great taste.There is no link between hong kong and burberry,but anyway.. I can never write more than half of my emotions or memories onto my xanga diary,even though its meant to be a diary?Am i too paranoid,and secretive? I am getting so depressed;Channel fives MMASM sucks! I am so weird,i started listening to "billie jean" ,why?I feel so ashamed for listening to some child molestor sing,but i still enjoy having it on repeat.What is the world turning into....
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